my grandmom has been dead for a year now...lol.....whenever i thought of her, both of my legs seriouy can't stand, i am saying this for real. the energy of my legs suddenly went away all the time... WHY? lol. i miss my grandmom. after my grandmom's death, i had started to realize a lot things in the world are not that important for me as before, school, works....etc...a lot alot of things that were used to be very imporatant to me suddenly become very much less crucial....during this one year..i dearmt of my grandmom over thousands of times. whenever i saw her in my dreams, my heart always started to beat very very fast....-_-
everyone has to die, and me too...maybe very soon ...HA.. life is like that